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I am Gizela Rennaximous Lee. Nice to meet you all... I am new player here.. pls to be nicely with me
I love my boyfriend, EviLiant / Valiant♥

the sweetest msg, the sweetest words, i love whatever it is...
*muackisssssssss* to my Dear Valiant♥

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EviLiaNt wrote
at 15th Sep 19:11:36

I Will Love You Forever

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

♥ will you merry me? ♥

answer : I will

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EviLiaNt wrote
at 15th Sep 19:07:43

I ♥ my little angle
I ♥ my baby
I ♥ my sweety honey
I ♥ my girlfriend...
forever and ever i only love you baby♥
my car got sticker written ur name and me should be happy abt this ...

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EviLiaNt wrote
at 15th Sep 19:03:55

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
♥ my girlfriend ♥

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EviLiaNt wrote
at 27th Nov 22:03:33

I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.
Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

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EviLiaNt wrote
at 27th Nov 22:05:19

I felt love, I'm so glad
I got hurt, I cried out loud
I moved on and opened my heart
Then I've met you on a dating site...

You, that makes me happy
You who made me cry
You are so funny
And you are everything to me...

You make me laugh in times I'm down
There for me when I need someone
Comfort me when I'm about to cry
And makes me feel that I'll be fine...

You cared for me when I was sick
In your arms you made me sleep
When I wake up you're there with me
You kissed me and smiled at me...

Yo

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Thx Dear♥
> thx for your time, i will love you forever...
Our promise to each other : I always love and will be in your side forever. No matter something happen to us, we will always face the problem together. And we will keep our promise and do what we already said. LOVE u my Dear, Valiant ♥




this ID are non active....
here am I... zilia using back this ID while zilia's ban..



i've just read those words from the people who really understand.
truely, i am really sad of everything goes on my life...
everything, about my family, friends, and my self.
everybody who i love, who i care so much, day by day, they are leaving... or they gone,
to some where, where i couldn't find them..
i really depressed before... i stress and pissed of my self.
this makes me change a lot for my self.
but time keep passing, i cant stand and wait... i have to move on...

never think go get love my other guy anymore... this is me...
i am nt worth tho any other guy. i just can hurt them...
and this make them hurt me back...
i should have nothing to be regret... but now i regret it.
it happened, what can i do now?
i just can let it be... and maybe it's time to let go..

for somebody who i really care so much,
who i really love, and who i really wanted to be together forever...
you've dumped me, you never leave any word, but i can feel what u going to say...
until one day the time which i have to let go... but i keep it.
until you really tired of me, and i am tired of you...
i keep stay in this position, where i really cant hold it anymore, but forced my self to do so...
and now it's over, i cant say anything.
i guess this all is about place. we are far apart, nothing can i say...

our promises are unforgettable for me. but you too easy to break and forget it.
i understand that you really have no care for me...
do you know i really cry the time you said u have that illness...
forget about this... i am hurt and pain when i telling this story... it's too pain to remember...

once you promise, it always a promise...
even you break your promise already, i haven't...

thank you for the time you have given to me...






to someone who is really precious for me.......................

i really have no regret. now, i've found you.
i've cried enough before, and i don't want to do the same thing again.
i feel to hug and hold you forever. please, let me be your side.
read all the words and stories... tears really drop from my eyes...
i don't wanna cry, but every experiences you wrote, is really worth for me.
i give you a big thumb...
i know you've hurt so much... i understand.
always and always, i always missing you, everytime...
but don't you realize it? i love you...
i don't know what should i do to help you.
i just can wishing you... but this is not enough! how...?
i just wanna hug you for a minutes... even just for a second, its enough.
please give me your heart...
i wanted to give you a big chance... but i wonder how u will have another painful and another sorrow which you have to endure it together with me...
i wont let you hurt... i wont...
but guess what? i've hurt you... i was dumb, now i know...

i always finding and waiting for you..
but i cant tell it to you... why? because i don't know, should i be with you?
you've said, forget everything what u told me...
i cant. i wish i can say i love you.

will you except me... what ever i am looks like?







i am truly forgetting the past. i have no regret anymore...
and i wont let the same things happened again into my life.
i really WANTED TO EXCEPT you... but until now then... i couldn't.
if i take you, maybe i can give u all my care, cause i wanted and you need so...
but..........
>> we are far apart <<
will this happen again?
i am scared.
and i pretty understand your feeling... do you realize, you're not the only one who hurt and pain...
i feel so.. i cant say that 'i love you' to you...
and i am in the middle of choice.
i hate to choose... i hurt you... i am sorry.
only hope 2 things, i hope we could be together, and it will be forever.

i wrote this all after i read everything so much which really open my eyes.







i don't want to lose another people i love for the 2nd time..
i don't want. please be with me, let me by your side. please...
hug me tight and love me, say again that you love me...
say it...
you know, you treat me so nice, even in reality i don't know you, but i can feel this feeling...
you always comforting me, with your words, jokes, and your time.
i do hope we can be more close with each other...
i like and excepted the way you are...
wish that you are mine, and i am yours... but seems it's hard.
by the time i lost you, i will let you read what i've wrote... this msg...
and you know, i only cry for a things or people who i care and i love much... you are one of those people in my heart, mind, and eyes.
you are precious...

the time i realize when i love you is... i ever felt this feeling... which called L.O.V.E before... with my ex...
and i feel the same right now to you.
i always miss you, i always think of you, i always wish we could be together forever, i keep in finding... where is him...?
even it's just a second, i am too fast to miss you.
sometimes made me sad, you go without saying anything to me,
i am wondering you were too busy that time.
you don't have so much time, i know.
you have survived... clap clap... i am proud that i can meet and know you.
feel to hug you right now, come beside me,
the time i find you, i got you, i wont let you go anymore.
FREE HUG PLEASE! i know u long long time ago, why dun hug me till nw?? ><"





what is happiness? i haven't feel it.
i am finding my happiness and something called "true love"...
can you give me a happiness? can you...? anybody...?

some people said i am too young to understand.. i just can say, "i see"
hahaha.. well, ya, i still young... but at least, i am trying to understand, i am finding the meaning, and i am getting the experiences...
this is worth.






for those friends who always supporting me, thanks a lot!
all of you really giving me so much power while i down and i drown...
you guys have pull me up when i was drowning in the sorrow..
you guys give me your hand, trying to raise my hand, to help me.
thanks especially to Jonathan Wen, Wei Sheng, Tommy, and my beloved people :3

i love you guys, forever friends!




我真的很想念你
你在哪里？你在干什么？
我很担心你。
不要难过，因为我将永远和你在一起。
记住，你并不孤单。

昨晚，我无法入睡..
想到你在我的脑海里。
我很孤独，我需要你和我在一起。
拥抱我，然后说你爱我。
我希望你能说你觉得像我一样...




i am zilia, singing off