Hometown:Toh Chee Kuang

Occupation:Taman Melor 09800 Serdang Kedah,Malaysia

Schools:S.J.K(C)SERDANG KEDAH

Affiliations:STUDENT

Hobbies and Interests:打籃球，打羽球，唱歌，玩電腦，打棒球.....

Favorite Books:Harry Potter,三國演義，孫子兵法.....

Favorite Movies:吓到笑,Transformers,Ironman.....

Favorite Music:爱不疚,低调,小小人物的心声....

Favorite TV Shows:家在半山芭,小娘惹,奶爸百分百......

About Me:关于我详细的介绍:她的心以不在我这边.... 可是我还是不会放开.

She came back and she wasn't the same as before, she felt like a total stranger to me.
Someone whom i cannot comprehend.

Maybe that is just life.... sometimes, you just have to let go. Holding on, won't bring happiness.
She said she wants a simple life,she don't need that much money to survive. she was worried for me all the time, i gave up my friends, job everything that is deem dangerous to her.
But end up.
Everyone said i changed for her, but seems that..... she herself don't know wat she wants.
I didn't want to let go, but seems that right now, i don't think i am even a friend to her. I even if i don't want to let go, she has to give me a chance, but then... she didn't gave me a chance... even an tiny one.
She left me waiting in the rain for 5 hours and didn't say a word sorry.
she ignores me, and treat me like dirt and i have to accept it.

She keep saying that i am the problem.... until now, i don't know wat is my problem..
Everyone else says that, she had changed.... she isn't wat she is used to be, i have become better, a better man, but her heart is no longer with this changed man.
what she wants, i don't know.

I wish her happiness, but 1 day, if she regret all her actions, she turn back, she will still see me standing there for her.
as long as she is the girl i 1st knew.

我为了我们， 放弃了那么多。。到最后原来会是这样，我好心酸，心痛。。 原来我是一个那么轻易被忘记得人。
没想到。。真的，要做个好人，没那么容已。

当我在雨中等你的那几天。。我开始了解。。。我在她心里的地位。雨把我为你的泪一起带走。不来，也没打电话说。。每一秒，每分钟。。。。是那么的心苦。一天，两天。。。 三天。连老天也陪伴我流泪了三天。
十年了。。为了第一个女人掉的眼泪，真的不好受。愿来眼泪是这样的味道。

如果有天她想起我，想到我们在机场的约定。。。就请她转身，只要你还是以前的你。。我一定会在你后面。等你想我那天。

我以走到着里，我就不会回头。。。

我还是会用心等下去。
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我昨日看到她了..她坐在我旁边,可是又好象好远. 从她的眼神.我就了解了些东西....
可能是因为我们没说话... 可能是我怕听到我不想听到的东西.
可是...

我还是很想她....

回到家.. 才慢慢的想起着几个月为了要看到她... 我做了好多无了事... 才想到我是那么想她.
我帮她的事,不需要她知道.应为我知道她没事就好...

我现在才了解着句话... 爱一个人你就要放手.. 如过她回来的话,他就是你的.. 如果她不回来,就是没原份.

可是..... 我真的可以放下吗?

Can i really let go?


When You love her so much but she no longer loves you. . it is a terrible feeling.


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一开始我以为爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许就把你放心底
直到后来有一天你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

1/11/09
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她回了两个多月.. 我找了她,可是就是找不到... 难到就是着样吗?