輸了你贏了世界又如何....

[babyfat]

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My day is fill with so much sadness and depression when i think of her condition, my baobei(SwEeT_SwEet). I have know her thru viwawa 3yrs ago since 2008. We had so much fun and laughters, eventually we became an item.

We shared a lot of swt memories but until today only i realize how much she mean to me when she is now facing a painful and agony decision of having to undergo an operation in her heart with a high risk of life at stake(only 50% of successful chances).

I don't know what else i can still do, i will pray hard daily for her success. Just wanted to let her know here in forum in front of all players/admin staff that no matter how the outcome will be, she will always be the one and only girl i will miss and love in heart till the rest of my life.

This is the game site where we get to know each other and if really something bad were to befall on her(touch wood), babyfat will no longer exist in viwawa too as life without her will never be complete. I may have win alot of badges in profile but she made me realize this... 輸了你贏了世界又如何!!

This is the recap of our first love poem from me to her which i wrote for her in the "Love in the air" event. I have used all the sweet memories and happiness to compose into this piece of unforgetable love memories for our relationship. I believed both of us will always remember this sweet romance of us in this life...


Our love poem
Pledging Love and Engraving Heart...
(romance of bonding 2 hearts into 1)

Within my lonely and empty heart, was you.
A simple word of... I love you, you touched my heart and melted my soul.
Your sincerity, a feeling so strong and intense deep inside my heart
that i felt it right away.
Awakened by your love, all my life was only you.

The moment when i set my first sight on you, i know you were the one.
The one i would want to hold and fill with love and joy.
That special someone whom i have been searching and waiting for.
Thanks lord, i have found you.

Life has never been the same since the day you walked into mine.
Anyone can catch my eyes, but it takes that special someone to catch my heart.
In a crowd of millions, i see only you.
With an incredible struck into our heart by cupid's arrow and bow,
destined has bonded you and me.

Hand in hand, we nurture and harvest our love.
Heart to heart, we see our wonderful future.
Sweet memories have wrote a dozen chapters of us,
leaving behind unforgetable moments in life, just you and me.

Missing you every seconds... loving you every moments...
the feeling was extraordinary strong and firm.
I have to confess, you were the one i can't lived my life without.

No words can ever described how much i love you... as you mean the world to me.
I will do whatever it takes, just to be with you forever.
Cherish is the way i prove and pledge my love to you.
Drowning in our lovey dovey... nothing but your love, and mine for you

You were the will for me to lived on.
You were the reason why i moved on.
You were all that i have ever wanted for.
.
Thick and thin.. sweet and sour... we have braved through and walked over.
Squabbles with misunderstandings and disagreements have brought us even closer...
glad we have picked up every broken pieces and mended them together.

Day by day, we have come this far.
A love has bloomed into matured, engraving each other deeply into heart.
Withstanding the test of time, true love we have found... hold it tightly and never let go.
Together, we will walk through every sweet and precious moments
to realize our hopes, fulfill our dreams and live to our forever.

You were my heart, my soul, my everything.
True love of you and me that will lasts an eternity... this i promised you.
My one and only you.... SwEet_SwEeT

Loving unconditionally from: babyfat

Dedicating to my one and only you: SwEet_SwEeT

Love notes from me to you:
11th Nov 2008, a day we will never forget as we found each other. To date, we have walked through our sweet romance together for our 826th days as on 14th feb 2011, a simple yet important calculations i will always do to mark our love journey. Reality of having a hole in your heart is such cruel, the pain and agony in you really cuts deep into my heart and burn my soul. Just wanted to let know that no matter what happen this life, irregardless of poverty, illness or any ugly side of you... you are simply irreplaceable! Thanks for walking into my life and be that special someone of mine, i love you more than i love myself...
i do... i did... and i always will...


Lastly, just a piece of advise to all of you out there... life is short and vulnerable, we won't know what will happen next moment in life. Live hard, play hard and work hard in whichever aspect you are achieving in but not to forget to love and treasure yr love ones when they are still around, don't take them for granted that they will always be there with us forever. Everyday... every moment in our daily life is a live fact, once over, will never get to rewind back... live your life without regrets.

Sad and depressed,
babyfat


(*p/s: admin, pls pardon me for posting this exceptional post here in wahjong forum because this is the game when i first started to get to know my baobei... SwEeT_SwEet)

[HEROMANCMY]

tell sour sour tat god give her this life to give her a test,a test like nothing else in the world this is a very hard moment for her i know but this might be a new beggining or the end.This is like buffet wars the chilly upgrade u dun try u dun know u pass to get +10 u try can fail but at least u tried it is better then nothing if she dun go operation what will happen?hope for the best!

[fiifdy]

baby,tell swt,she would not 一个人和病魔决斗,i will tell my fren support her de,jyjy,i am waiting u 2 show 幸福 for me XD,nice poem wor,hehe,and last,hope swtswt can recover fast......


from:fiifdy/俊向 ur vww bro

[babyfat]

I always thought i can stay strong in whatever bad situation or worse ordeal that i am facing yet this time round the moment upon hearing from my baobei(SwEeT_SwEet) telling me about her condition, i simply can't help it but tears keep rolling down times and again.

It was only then that i realize how much she mean to me in my heart... sincerely hope that she will be able to struggle through this bad ordeal and get well soon.

Anyway, thanks roro and bro fifi for the encouragement to SwEeT_SwEet... a zillion thanks on behalf of her to you guys... appreciated so much.

[RICKWONG]

mei +u+u for yr operation.we all love u very very much,i will pray for u de mei =).u must go for operation ok ma mei.love u always~~

[phoee93]

hi sweet sweet, although I do not know you, but when i heard your story I feel sad but think back life is unperdictable. No matter happy or sad, we still need to live on... And i believed so many friends u have, they all hope that u can go for that operation. Dont say 50%, even only 10% we need to fight for it because there is a bright future in front of you. And there is someone that you love is waiting you, waiting you to be well & healthy.

Fight for your love ones !!!

[RICKWONG]

baby u stay strong ok,i know hw sad when u saw yr love 1 having this situation.always support u ya baby ^^ dont sad sad ok.

[babyfat]

Thanks phoee(mama) and bro rick for both yr encouragement to swtswt, i thanks both of you on behalf of swtswt... i was deeply touched by all yr sincere regards and encouragement to swtswt. Heartfelt sincere appreciation from me right down to the bottom of my heart to all of you.

[RICKWONG]

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
Chris Medina What Are Words lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/chris-me...ds-lyrics.html

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

[RICKWONG]

this song is for u de baby =),listen before?

[TERI_TERI]

read le feel like crying

mei mei

jie miss u

jie love u

u must be brave & strong

jie wan to see u again ok

[babyfat]

Once again, thks bro rick for yr encouragement and yr effort to post that song here... my mind is in total blank now as my worries and fear have been adding on every secs and mins... sincere thanks to hamham too for yr warmest regards and sweet encouragement to swtswt... so much of heartfelt thank you and grateful that i am loss for words right now...

[babyfat]

If only i could...

if only i could shoulder all her pains and sufferings...
if only i could replace her for every agony and misery...
if only i could even give up my life in place for her if the worse senario really have to come...

3 years of knowing... predestined...
3 years of loving... no regrets...
3 years of sufferings in her... broke my heart...

your fear + my worries = power of our genuine love(you must pull through and win over this critical operation)

My only regrets is... not having to treasure and love her even more deeply as much as i could... as i am just like every normal human being, taking love ones for granted that they will always be here with us... my common fault... hope it's not too late... sorry my dear, i love you so much... my one and only you in life... SwEet_SwEet.

[babyfat]

13 june 2011, never did i expect this day would turn out to my most weakest day in life as you will soon be going through yr heart operation with only 50% chances... i know you have a lot of worries, fear and regrets... but please promise me that no matter what... you have to pull through this time... not only for yr beloving families and relatives but also for yr sweet friends and dearest me... simply can't help with my tears... you have made me down with the saddest day ever in life...

[babyfat]

I remembered watching this show with you... this is one of our favourite show which shown on TV8... we bought a new set of DVD home to watch together even after the show ends... remember ma? Everytime i watch this show, it will remind me of you.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryA12...eature=related